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Name: Christopher James Recio
Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 8/14/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: Status - Single
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Occupation: Retired
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Damn. To me, this first xanga of mine, which ive created about a lil more than 2 years ago, is important to me.  It's a gallery of thoughts, and it shows how i used to think back then.

I made all the entries private, because im saving the embarrassment of showing the softer and immature side of me...I've definitely changed.

From the way i type/talk, the way i think, the way i feel and the number of girl problems i've had.  That year is different from this one.

If you were to read this xanga, you'd realize how much of a romantic chump i was, typing all of my loving thoughts down.  I was desperate, and didnt know how to properly initiate a relationship with a girl.

Now i have a girlfriend, and am capable of getting dates, if i wanted to.

I write less in my current xanga, however, im less open about myself.  After all this, ive realized how fragile i can be if i opened up so completely. Thus, i 've changed.

2003 was an important year to me...for many reasons.  The year is now 2005.

If you want to read all the past entries here, just IM me at PI Infamous, ill give you the password.

Cause yeah, im not sharing my thoughts so easily anymore...nonetheless its embarassing.  Like some crazy insanse museum of thoughts...that are worthless. Unless u think otherwise.

Im. Out. Son. - Chris Pamesa


Tuesday, July 08, 2003

few words of advice:

"Get off mah fucking dick."

Goddamn ppl are so fucking shady


Monday, July 07, 2003

haha...i feel special cuz i fixed the other computer...it was broken for a few weeks but all i had to do was to change the IP address...well thats said and done...

more time on this comp while ate occupies the other one...im happy now bcuz i dun have to wait...she stays on the comp for 8 hours straight or wha not...

nuttin much to write about...

my aim is in mah chatterbox...look closely


Wednesday, June 18, 2003

ok...if you didnt know...i put up a profile of me on 4/23..its in my xanga somewhere...but ive made an update

6/17

-name:Christopher James Recio Pamesa
 -Nicknames: Clue, Chris
 -Birthdate: 08-14-88
 -School:VSNHS, a retarded ass, wanksta filled skool
-Height: 5'6"- still the same, but i think ive grown half an inch more
-Hair Color: black
-Eye Color: hazel
 -Zodiac sign: leo- tha makes me a hyperactive- selfish guy, oh yeah im crazy; im pretty damn romantic tho; im a "leader"
 -Do you get along with your siblings: ate is cooler recently
 -Do u have a boyfriend/girlfriend:  single, but got my eyes locked...dif girl tho
 -What are your favorite colors: shades of blue, and some shades of red
 -Loudest person you know - My Ate Ling
 -Funniest persons you know? My Ate Tina, she somehow makes me laugh; funny cuz i dun even talk     to  her much, alot of ppl
 -Best smile?: heh, not me
 -Prettiest?: dunno...maybe u should meet the women in my life and judge them urself
 -Best dancer?: lots of ppl...i think i can c walk better than most of the ppl i kno
 -Most sarcastic?: heh...me
 -Most likely to succeed: Jen M., she works mad hard
 -Have you ever...
 -Been caught passing notes in class?:  i dun do that bs...school jsut got destroyed so i can care less
 -Cheated on a test?:  of course...my ass is gonna cheat on that fuckin regents holmes
 -Copied someone else's homework:  come on, man...i mean, who wastes time...(thinks hard)...oh wait me
 -Let someone else copy your homework?:  i see why not
 -Wondered what it would be like to be the opposite gender?:  heh...dun think of anything crazy...yea   kinda...not lately tho...yes jem...girls wanna fuck you
 -Lied to your parents?: course, uh, who hasn't
 -Done something and regretted it later.? hell yea...damn...i can name one thing
 -Danced in the rain?: well, i slept in it
 -Caught a fish?: course
 -Hid from someone?: hide and go seek in the dark...go figure
 -Stayed up late?:(sarcastically) Aw hell nah!...i was bein sarcastic
 -Had surgery, and what kind?: yep..ass surgery...lol jp
 -Been sick after a wild ride?: lol...juss recently i have...damn spin-a-fuck-you things
 -Had to be rushed to the hospital? car accident..yea..happened recently
 -Wrote a poem: (4/23 "nah, man i wish i can rap....") tha was b4...i think im gettin better at it
 -Cried over a boy/girl?: not cried...but so fuckin devastated
 -Ran into someone?: yea, when god gives me an oppurtunity to mack....well if shes hot of course
 -Felt uncomfortable around the opposite gender?:  hehe....hell fuckin NO!...well cuz i find the girl talks pretty damn interesting
 -Asked for a hug?: of course...wut kinda guy hasnt?...can u give this here monitor a hug fer chris?
 -Stole from a store? lets see...a headband, a handball, a ecko shirt.....yea i was a clyptomaniac...im a good boy now so i dun anymore
 
 -Wut do you think of when sum1 says  ....     (TEXT) = 4/23,  <TEXT> =  6/17
 

-Rock: (Crack) <gravel>
 -Green: (Hair) <marijuana>
 -Hay: (Cows) <chewy>
 -Paper: (Rainforests) <trees>
 -Frank: (hot dog) <carnival>
 -Mom: (my mom?) <same shit>
 -Fun: (a killing spree) <chillin with girls>
 -Love: (girls) <mah girl...she out ther somewher>
 -Girls: (the oddysey) <future wives>
 -Garbage- (toe nail clippings) <bananas>
 -wrap- (Nas) <mobb deep>
 

Fav:

 -Number: my bday...scroll back up to find out
 -Date: uh...my bday?
 -Holiday: christmas
 -Day of the week?: saturday
 -Song at the moment?: smilez and southstar- now that your gone
 -Television show? i dun watch tv much no more..my fav anime is rurouni kenshin tho
 -Cartoon Character?: kenshin
 -Month?: August
 -Radio Stations:
  power 105, sumtimes hot 97....these are new york rap stations btw
 -You wish you could slap in the face:  uh...sum girl's ass?...zeeshan..rat faced kid
 -You hate: wankstas and wiggas...haters who rely on pullin them triggas
 -You love: god, jesus, fam
 -You trust with all your secrets: havent trusted anyone recently
 -You go to for advice: Jen M.; but i rarely search for advice, but i do give it
 -Are you happy with your life so far: unsatisfied, but thankful
 -Do u like talking on the phone:  i go on aim...fone isnt that bad either
 -Do u like to dance: yea...i c walk...its not really a dance tho....but hell, i love dancin'
 -Do u dance well: i'm kinda good...fun tho...even if u suck or not cuz ppl dun care
 -What do you do most often when you are bored?: go online
 -What is your hidden talent?: i believe if i tried harder, i can sing a bit...and im gettin better at those raps
 -How many kids do you want? enuff to start a proud generation...my lifetime dream...hehe
 -You care about the way you look?: well i like matching...yeah actually i do
 -Do you get a tan only in summer? well sorta...havent noticed
 -Memory [thing/person] you miss most?:  the Philippines...lola celly...the times in life where there isnt stress...yanno the kiddie times
 -Memory u would like to forget forever?: (4/23  wasting myself on one girl, and the seventh grade)  ugh..make that 2 girls..ive been so unsucessful lately
 -Last person u talked to on the phone?: (4/23 My cuz Lance...i dun use the phone much) danya...lately, i havent talked with anyone on the fone fer more than 2 minutes, except fer her
 -How are u today?: (4/23 i wanna sleep but cant...its 2 30 am) same thing i felt b4...but its only 12 am
 -What are you wearing right now: (4/23  gray shirt and sweats) ecko black rhino exhibit shirt...has a pic of spier man on it...and brooklyn xpress shorts
 -Are you lonely?: ( 4/23 Currently) im not lonely, but im still single
 -Are you hungry?: (A lil....this fuckin fast metabolism i have kills) nah..had a good dinner tonite
 -Are you talking to someone online?: i was
 -Are u shy to ask someone out?:  depends on how i feel about the girl; if i rarely kno her yes and if i     talk to her alot no
 -Favorite Smell: ehh....cashews and girls
 -Soap: (dunno...but im so fresh and so clean...clean) i dun keep track of my soap, homie
 -Fave CD currently?: (a mixed cd i created for c walkin) mobb deep free agents and an instrumental cd
 -Movie genre: Drama and action
 -Fav movie: (The Matrix...cant wait for the sequel...comes this may)  LOL...matrix reloaded was tight...my new fav movie
 -Day or night?: Day..i like the sun..day
 -Summer or winter?:summer
 -Lust or Love?: Love
 -Hugs or kisses?: both
 -fave music?: R&B, rap, hip hop, reggae, and music i can dance to...lol dun laugh but i kinda feel linkin park now
 -Fave food?:Asian foods
 -Clothing Brand: (Ecko) it doesnt matter to me anymore, as long as it looks good on me.....i hate aero, abercrombie, punk clothing....oldnavy is ight if they dun show their logos lol
 -Sweater or sweatshirt?: depends on weather
 -Pencil or pen?: both
 -T-shirt or tank top?: t shirt
 -Stripes or solid?: both are good, as long as i can match
 -Wool or cotton?: cotton!.
 -Spring or fall?: Spring...i love spring
 -Do you like snow, sun or rain?: (sun, of course, but the snow and rain can look beautiful depending on   your location) my god i sounded pretty damn emotional and like a fruitcake
 
in the past week have u:

 -Cried?:  nada man
 -Not known the answer in class?: (spring break dumbass) lol...it was spring break..now its summer break
 -Cut your hair?: (.........nah...........need a tapeup) need another one
 -Been mean?:nope
 -Been sarcastic?: always
 -Gone for a walk?: yea...to places
 -Gone out for dinner?: nah
 -Met someone new?:  yea
 -Said I love you?: (I will in a few) LMAO...the 4/23 chris is so fuckin retarded
 -Taken a test?  (Spring break u dumb ass faggot....fuck school bitch) yeah...finals week man
 -Missed someone?: (the same girl i would have mentioned) nah
 -Fought with your parents?: (not as severely as usual) not recently
 -Had a nightmare?: (not exactly a nightmare...juss an strange unwanted dream) NO
 -Showered?: (...........ur kidding rite?) i never shower...lol jp

 miscellaneous
 
 -Are you a health freak?: i occasionaly am
 -Who makes u happy? (the same girl....damn) im laughin again...whoo
 -What do you feel about the Ouija board?: fuck that shit
 -If u could change one thing about your self:  i can be too nice to ppl...my ego get shattered easily
 -Who is your dream date?: ( OMG.....the same fuckin girl i would have mentioned) HAHAHAHA!...damn...theres this one girl chris wants to meet tho...

(btw, i took these questions from this other person...i wouldnt have thought of these questions)
 
LOL..yeah danya i copped it from yers..back when i didnt know u as good...


Friday, May 23, 2003

lol...its 2 am...and shit happens...but we gotta deal with it...i found out that once you know the truth about something, its easier for you to choose whether you wanna hold on to it or to let go of it...

that narrows my list down to 1...



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